Are You Bothered?

2009-02-25T11:08:00.002+08:00

Hello!! The world mesti buat comedy movies banyak banyak supaya dunia ceria dan bahagia!

Yea, i was thinking the same too. Hehehe.. Bah, siapa to invite? =D

I am listening to Paris Hilton awal ane. Lagunya 'Jealousy'. I feel macam kan goyang2 shoulder and squint my eyes pasal beatnya makes me feel like squinting? Hahaha..ntah eh..

I MSN-ed you last night, tapi tidak ada jawapan. =(

Bah beh, mkn me dulu ah. You makan ah. Klu nda makan nda cayang ne~~ Mwahksz..

aku ialah new curse word mu

2009-02-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

im on a shuffle frenzy! Today I listened to lots of songs! Boys Night Out, The Used, Muse... they all rock my boat today!

kenapa blog ani kana abandon dammit? INDA BULEH! Lets invite the others to come here... what say you?

wooo sungguh sopannya font ku itu *tekapit2 kaki menaip*

I drove all night~~

2009-02-23T17:21:00.004+08:00

I want to sing Celine Dion's "It's all coming back to me now" dengan penuh rasa emosional dan begitu mendalam sampai idung basar basar. And then dance to "I drove all night" by Celine Dion. Im on a Celine Dion frenzy. Hehehehehee.

And i am in love with this song.

Dan bila kau menghilang
Musnah la, musnah impian
Tuk menggapai bintang
Terangi hidup ku
Ku mahu kau tahu
Engkaulah, destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku... oh oh oh...

Hi!! Kenapa this blog kana abandon?? =(

xoxo, Bojangles

2009-01-29T18:06:00.003+08:00

Im disappointed with life right now.

I have never been this weak.

2009-01-21T09:33:00.001+08:00

*gasp*

susu mcm mangga! look! look! mango breasts! nyehahahaha don't people ever keep perky chests anymore? semua humble hahahahaha... nice skin though :D

2009-01-17T11:01:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Okay, i've changed the skin. I hope this will do. I can't find anything prettier. The other codes i got won't work. So, voila!

2009-01-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

Haha. Awu membari kesian usulnya. Nanti tah ah menukar. I am trying to look for skins plang but then the connection's being very bitchy right now. Verrryyy Bitchy!

Happy New Year 2009! Love!

2008-12-23T17:45:00.000+08:00

kesian jua skinnya this blog ='(

admin, please change hehe

2008-11-15T11:49:00.002+08:00

Kids these days.

If you don't know who you're dealing with right, why not just shut the fuck up and get a life? Hebat sangat jua lah drg atu pikir diri durang oh? Like, people nada sibuk2 kan diri drg they come and sibuk2 kan ketani tepulang... Nada masalah atu buat tah mcm nada masalah, don't create and look for trouble. Karang salah2 org they deal with atu pandai tarus kacut parut. Like myself, I don't give jack shit to any kinds of whores male or female because they don't mean ass-wipe to me but always they come into my life and create awareness for something pathetic. I know lah drg mesti ada rasa inda puas ati pasal something that must've happened in the past but people grow up and they get a grip on reality so MOVE ON. Some people just wont listen.

On the path of maturity there will always be things that bother us. Some call it consequences, others call it dugaan, I call it people with shit on their faces. We befriend these people, we forgive them sincerely, we make them our friends but what do we get in return? Betrayal. The other day, I thought I had closure but the next day BAM I saw betrayal right in front of my face and sniggers were written all over it. Who in the right mind would do that after someone as much as forgive them with honesty? Busuk banar jua hati orang atu ah, inda lagi pandai baik tu. Bisai lagi tu dpn2 bestfriendnya ia ckp it's over lah, nada lagi lah, ia ckp pasal org lain lah tapi tarang2 wah. Dude, I take Media Law and I can easily find ways to bring you down ganya aku inda penyampai hati wah, masih jua mikirkan your parents' reputation. Like I said right, if you don't know who you're dealing with then just shut the fuck up. The end of the day, what you do will ALWAYS bite you back on the ass. At the end of the day pandai jua menyasal, pandai tepikir what you did wrong and PANDAI TAKUT but that would already be too late mister, plans have been made all over the place to peep on you. Then again, why do I need to disclose this right? Kesian jua you'll be on the constant look out, always watching your back when you go around and end up being locked up in your room saja tu karang...

I know people always see me as someone weak because I don't like to show the real me. Beribu kali sudah kana siram bah because I have rage issues, balik2 sudah kana tapus muka pasal perkelahian saja. I have my history and it scared my parents, they thought I have a demon in me or something. I still do but for their sake I keep in locked inside of me. Tapinya because of someone yang makin inda d layan makin menjadi ulahnya puji2an mcm babi kelaparan atu well something is broiling inside of me right now. I haven't been this in rage for such a long time and I intend to bring it to good use.

It is such unnecessary shit to use sarcasm and then act as if it doesn't have any significance to something real when you intend to use it with someone in particular in mind. Why do that? Why do you have so much HATE in yourself? LOW SELF ESTEEM kah? Is that why when you know that I want something you'd be on a hurry to grab that thing first? WOW! Salut eh. Congratulations you're one step closer to being the biggest idiot in the world! Siapa jua memuji ulah cematu atu? Like WOW handal eh ada barang lawa~ banyak lagi tu... tapi inda jua padan HAHAHA sorry to say bida hantap ah mua mu atu. You think by owning those stuff you can boost your self esteem, your self worth? Please lah k? Wanting to feel good about yourself starts sincerely from the bottom of your heart, not your purse. Money brings you places temporarily but they run out. Jangan jua luan takbur ani, tulah ani buleh bila2 saja bah karang diri jua sana hysterical teriak2 mcm pundan inda begigi.

Siapa yang tahan with ulah mu cematu atu needs to snap themselves out of the situation. I bet kan people around you have succumbed to your mind games. I also bet people around you are so sick of you that drg awukan saja tia whatever you say. Haha kesian jua eh. How do I know this? Because I have a friend who knows you and ia selalu "Layan saja tia, kalau inda d layan talurnya atu karang mengamuk inda betampat". WOW. Retarded sudah patut jua hati atu sentiasa inda tenang, selalu saja mesti hate someone to make yourself feel better tapi apatah baiknya tu? Using something inferior (so-called plang) just so that you'll feel superior? But frankly deep inside you wish you were that person right? tsk tsk... I pity the fool in you... sayang, utak pintar tapi d asah jadi inda sintar.. hundred times foolish!

Why hate? Melampau jua ulah atu sampai inda lagi pandai buat baik. Mengucap sana sini, melacur mulutmu sana sini. Patut jua arrested in your own development. Masih jua tahan2 where you are right now. Heard last time you were gonna go places tapinya Tuhan atu adil, kana bagi petunjuk jua sudah kan? Masih jua inda ingat... masih ignorant, masih suka mengucap2kan orang atu. Dangan ani inda jua peduli eh, inda jua merati masih jua running your mouth like it's a whoring device for you.

Satu hari karang you'll fall down and you'll realise how much you need to be a better person. I don't want to fight but you've brought out the demon in me. You. Have. No. Idea. What. I'm. Capable. Of.

2008-11-14T11:25:00.004+08:00

HAHAH! Behapa c Pujah kan? HAHAHAHA! Apatah baunya? Must have smelled different sal bnyak tgn pigang. HAHAH.. Anways, this skin looks funny without the image header which was there before. I messed up this skin and i am thinking of changing the whole skin. Im gonna go look for skins right after this before belajar demi masa depan dan negara. Hehhehehe..And thank you! Im gonna do my best.

*coughs*Imcravingforyourmacaroniifyoufeellikecookingforme*coughs*. The sushi was great. But yea, i didn't eat the seaweed. I forced Baby to eat it. Hahahah. I am craving for Harumaki. Lurus kah namanya? Haahhaha.. Apakan ketawa ketawa saja ane. Atu bah, i am on a cleaning frenzy today. Don't you hate it when you're in the middle of something important(Studying) and then your hormones just have to mess with your head and tell you to clean the room or anything that needs cleaning? Now i feel like washing the car. /os

I had coffee this morning. It was HORRIBAL. I mean, it wasn't until it got cold. Buduh rasanya bagi muntah. Hehehehe.. Nanti th eh ketani cooking cooking when i am not busy ah after the exam lapas ketani besukaria di bulan Disember. Heheheheheh.. Anu bah, apa ne tadi ah.. atu..shit, i have short term memory kli of 5 seconds. OH!

The boyfriend came to surprise me last night and gave me a beautiful pashmina his mother bought for me from KL. Sweetness!! Sikit lagi kmi /cond iya, i mean the boyfriend, not the mother. HAHA.. Good thing my parents were around. HAHAH! Love. Love..

But how come you're up so early on a Friday?? Banar. Banar. And i think finally Adi made a point on her blog. Respect! Atu pun ah mun those kids nda paham, i don't know what will make them understand. I guess, sometimes people are just retarded that way. Pretentious. Talor.

all i see is your face... all i need is your touch...

2008-11-14T10:34:00.002+08:00

Bliss... Listening to Colbie Caillat in the wee of the morning is just bliss... I am missing my baby foshizzle~

I've been up since hours ago which is like WOW since it's a Friday and I usually wake up near afternoon on Fridays. I don't know why OK, don't ask me. Haha bitter. It's like my biological clock is already set to "Friday=break" yatah kali tu oh? Entah... ok tu (apakan)

Reason is that I had to be in the kitchen and prepare Jirole's favorite sex, im making extra for his sibs and cousins... woooh buleh sudah ni kawin kawinan haha (random: apakan c pujah ah adakah ia sniff rubix cube ekeke) I'm still in the kitchen btw, waiting for water to boil so I can cook the elbows. It's taking a heck of a long time~ retarded kali sudah the pot atu inda lagi panas mun kana api... magical pot of the care bears den.

Anyway~ I haven't cooked for you for a LONG time! Except for the sushi lah saritu which you haven't told me how it tasted like but then while I was in the shower I got to thinking you don't eat the seaweed so you must've thought it sucked ahahahaha nada bah... but even if it sucked we still loved it so you lose! Ai palui eh ahahaha bitter! I just got my period kan yatah ni cemani jadinya. Sebanarnya inda lah but you know when you want to make a point across to someone mesti tarang2 bah karang coward tarus /os

/os

giggle

AHAHAHAHALALALLALALOVEYOUUU~

Stomach cramps are bitches. They're like a virus that eat up your happiness for the first day of your period. Period. Honk honk!

Shit I totally forgot the real thing that I wanted to say here. Oh yes, be afraid... BE VERY AFRAID...

and good luck for your finals ^_^ there's no need to complicate, this is our fate... he's mine =)

2008-11-06T17:18:00.003+08:00

You saw my car? *KIRAIKIRAI*... hahahahah.. -oyea!

Im getting all high in the room listening to Oasis. Oh the love! Orgajam orgajam orgajam. Anywhos, im wondering where you are because i have shit to tell you. Like im so gigitan awal ane mcm rasa kan kami tampar2 muka urang atu. Macam sheeeeettt lah brabisan.. Bulih kah? Pokhey hey brabis. HAHAA..

I was so pissed in the car abis adi gtau tadi. Shit lah brabis.

It's pathetic oh kalau urang kalah2an lapas atu say shits lagi about someone else so that people ikut2 backing iya. Baie. And it's fucked up brabis pasalnya kadang2 urg palui to a point ketani addicted to iya punya stupidity supaya dapat ketawakan. Baie eh. Sial.

Online plish!! Dapat beremo. Oh and check the video i just posted on my blog. HAHA APAAADAAA!!

2008-11-06T00:05:00.001+08:00

ekekekeke snigger-tastic

i saw your car in kb tadi... aaaaahhh~~ /cond

Im outta time

2008-11-02T15:16:00.002+08:00

Here is a song
It reminds me of when we were young
Looking back at all the things we've done
You gotta keep on, keepin on
Out to sea, it's the only place
I Honestly
Can get myself some piece of mind
You know it's gettin' hard to fly
If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud?
Or would you hide behind them all?
'Cause if I have to go,
In my heart you'll grow
And that's where you belong...

If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud?
Or would you hide behind them all?
'Cause if I have to go,
In my heart you'll grow
And that's where you belong...

If I'm to fall
Would you be there to applaud?
Or would you hide behind them all?
'Cause if I have to go
In my heart you'll grow
And that's where you belong...
Guess I'm outta time...
I'm outta time...
I'm outta time
I'm outta time
I'm outta time

Im outta time - Oasis

I think this is my song. x)

2008-10-22T12:15:00.001+08:00

HELLO BOOOOREEEEEEET!!

I'M GOING TO THE AIRPORT IN FIVE HOURS!

BE SEEING YA!

booya!

2008-10-20T20:34:00.002+08:00

Let's see if I can make an impromptu poem!!!

Floating above and looking down,

I feel cold,

I see nothing but darkness.

I feel alive but I'm not breathing.

I see my reflection in the clouds and wonder to myself, why is that light following me everywhere I go?

Why won't it leave me alone?

As if it's calling me to it, like it wants to be friends with me.

But I am scared.

WOOO!

APAKAN TU DUDE?

That's one hell of a crappy poem but I bet it made you cringe. That was the reaction I was aiming for hahaha... AND it's not a poem. I don't know what it is. A clementine kali. AHAHAHA weeee somebody's happy coz she doesn't have uni anymore! Goodbye first year of RMIT-ing and I'll see you soon second slash final year! Don't come back to me too soon ok?

So I cried reading Thanks for The Memories. I've seriously forgotten how much reading is better than anything else in this world. Gosh, I remember all those books I used to read back when commitments weren't as hefty as right now. Uni has definitely taken most of my time but I'm glad today I could finally lay in bed and read =) That's the highlight of today and I'm pretty pleased with myself. I don't always feel that kind of contentment here so yes, thank you Allah for giving me strength with every breath I take.

I've started packing today and it looks pretty good. I'm really bad with packing my stuff. It always makes me want to just KILL every single living germ on my carpet! I hate my carpet, it makes my room look like an office but they fact that it's always vacuumed makes me proud haha!

I love This Time Imperfect by AFI. I don't care, I still love Davey Havok. He made me bleach my hair blonde! And he wears better make up than me but that's not what's important. The important thing is this song is really good and I want to have a listen to the non live version. So please, sing it to me! Ahahahaha sudah tidak bagus lagi ini kapla la kawan...

I love AFI because it's the laidback version of A7X. And I've seen them both live ^_^ Zacky!! Oh ia bermain seperti berhaving sex dengan guitarnya! Davey Havok performs really well on stage! I dare say he is the Julie Andrews of punk screamo!!!!!!!!!!!! I bought Victor Victoria which has Julie Andrews in it. Oh i cant wait to watch it with everyone in Brunei. I'm seriously going to promote it! Because Blake Edwards' movies are the besto and yes, I have a tendency to teach people about movies so that they'll appreciate it more when they go to the movies. I loathe when people talk during screening!!! Kan ku tampar. Pastu kalau ada gf yg luan lanji arah bfnya luan tetanya2 "apa kan tu? siapa tu tadi? atu dari ocean's 11 kah?" hahaha i'm replaying this one time while me and jirole were watching Oceans 13 kalinya baie wah perempuan atu! Bfnya sama jua nda pandai bawa gfnya becium supaya diam siket AHAHA!

sigh cubatah ah, going to the movies is a rich culture. don't spoil it with your stupidity. people dont study and make movies so ull be presented with something stupid so please a little bit of appreciation will actually pay of.

so yeah... Astalavista baybeeeee!!! Soon!

2008-10-19T07:30:00.006+08:00

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My gawd, it feels like it has been ages since the last time i blogged in here. Eseh, staie.. Macam th betaun2.. Anyways, have you heard it from Jirole? That ITB kana upgrade jadi Uni? WOOT! WOOT! And they're offering degree courses as well in the near future which is a good thing. So far we only have degree offered for Civil courses. Degree courses mean many many new facilities and i think new and lots of parking spaces. But it'll take some time and a lot of work to get there but nevertheless, Congratulations to ITB and Thank you Your Majesty. I'll be graduating next year with a certificate in my hand certified from a Uni. Bless.

I had my final year briefing yesterday. Apparently, we have 3 weeks left to finish it all. Our submission date's on the 10th of November and presentation will fall on 11, 12 & 13. I can't believe they really want us to present on the 11th. A day after submission? How are we going to prepare ourselves?? I just hope when i draw the ballot on the submission day, i'll get somewhere on the 12 or if i get on the 11th, i want my group's turn to be the 3rd or somewhere which is not first. Although i would love to be first. Decisions decisions. And it's been pretty tense especially for me since im the group leader. I have to make sure all of us have our own equal amount of work to be done. The group's project is already 70% done, we have integrated the whole thing, there are only bits and pieces left needed to be done, designing and stuffs and also documentations!! 2 hard copies and 1 softcopy. It'll be pretty busy for the next few weeks.

And you'll be home in no time!! Bring me Krispy Kreme macam 10 kutak? Hahahaha.. I passed by FunDonut yesterday and thought to myself " Krispy Kreme~~~ Lalala " Hahaha.. And i finally got my hands on Remember me.

It's a bit funny like Shopaholic but i still prefer Shopaholic. This one's a bit of a let-down because the main character's not as funny as Becky. But im still on the early pages so it's too soon to judge. Hehehehe..

Kmarin kami ada Open Class. Hehehehe.. Cam-whoring all the way. I am still waiting for the pictures to be uploaded to his blog. Eh panjang eh membual ya~~~~~ OH! Kemarin wah ada this poklen young couple besuap2 aiskrim. Macam it's unnecessary PDA. Like the girl kautkan aiskrim and then suapkan bfnya and they're like sitting on the bench dapan Guardian Yayasan mcm MY GOD! WAT THE HELL! Ntah lah. Biar tia kali oh ~~kanak-kanak poklen~~ urang becinta? Haahhahaha

Bah sudah! Fin!

2008-10-18T16:09:00.002+08:00

haha crap! that's what I get for having two blogs under the same username. I accidentally published the one i was gona post here, there.

Anyway, as I was saying there:

Whats the dealyo?

What's going on/what's happening? (I don't really remember what I said teehee)

T-minus 4 days!

2008-10-16T18:51:00.002+08:00

=( Horrible feeling in my guts. I hate it. Is there any possible way to let whatever's bothering me out without having to hurt anybody emotionally or physically? Sighhhhhhhhh...

I hate it when i am PMS-ing like crazy. I know it's a little bit pathetic to keep on blaming emotional imbalance on PMS and i know it's unfair to Miss PMS but it's just sighhhhhhhhhh.. Omg, im whining. Whiney whiney bitch. How do you spell whiney anyway? Is it whiney or whiny? Urgh. Whatever. Im not the only stupid bitch who can't spell anyway.

Sedih ku eh cmani ane banarth nyamu.

I wish I have a Kit Kat

2008-10-07T11:13:00.003+08:00

You know because "Have a break. Have a Kit Kat".

I have been straining my eyes, staring at the laptop since 4 hours ago. The thing that I really hate about writing up a research essay is the fact that in the midst of typing up points and facts, I'll start remembering about this one other point I came across in a book, then I'll have to stop typing, open up that book, look for the page, scan through paragraphs of mind numbing sentences, go back to the laptop and type while looking at the screen as well as the book. It's so tiring and yes, I'm lapsing.

Why can't essays be easier? And why must it be 2000 to 2500 words? I am not enjoying this at all! It's the time for critical thinking, analysis and worst of all the time for in-depth research. To a point of no return, because one thing is you don't want to be marked with Plagiarism but another thing is you don't want to deprive your essay of important points that might score you a high distinction. Going through my essay right now, which is less than halfway to being done, I have a LOT of footnotes and the question of "Am I doing this too much?" keep creeping down on my spine. Oh please goodness spare me my life. I want to get this done and over with because I only have a couple of weeks left.

I am damn tired.

But, anal thing now, I am determined to get this done at least halfway or more by the end of today. Ambitious, I know but what else is there to do? This is the last major essay that I have to do! You know what, maybe I should do it past the word limit. That way, when I have someone read it for me, and they cut words off, I'll still have 2500 words.

HAHA! Sure, like I ever do that. Cukup siksa batin ku ini~

oh look, I don't know but there's a trace of Nini Mama here:

I think I miss eating at Kate's. That's our turf! I love the steak there... urgh stress+pms is ne pas tres bien!

I miss eating my own mac and cheese. With the thick layer of cheese, baked until it's bubbly and brown... that yummy aroma when it's done. Oh boy~ I'm having an orgasm.

HAHAHA CAWIR BANAR!

2008-10-05T16:10:00.001+08:00

2008-09-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk

2008-09-26T12:11:00.001+08:00

I can't sign in to MSN from Uni! What the forking-my-bum gay!

Yes, I'm in uni on a friday, being a good sport that I am HAbloodyHa!

T minus 4 days til Hari Raya. Fungus!

2008-09-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

You can have my body if you want it.

But it's mine! Hands off! But of course hands on to Jirole *winkwink*

I am fareaking sleepy! I should go to bed but I just made tea and it's still too hot to drink! And also I need to pee but somehow I lack the motivation to go to the toilet. Motivation... where have I heard that word?

Please don't kill my motivation.

Damn woman!

I watched New York New York just now. Liza Minelli and Robert De Niro. I don't know if it can be classified as a movie musical but I don't know. I wish I can kill them both and dismember their bodies and keep De Niro's mole on my cheek. That would be pretty rad. Only because I can.

Again, please don't kill my motivation. If I want to be a killer please let me be a killer. Because one day I'll be in a rock band and I'll be in a killer position! My band would be named Potato Chips and Pita Bread Moulded into Pulp! We'll play indie songs and get high with Sufjan Stevens. Damn, I miss watching Pulp Fiction. Quentin Tarantino.

Gaaaah! Lambat jua sajuk teh ani! I'm sleepy and I'm very very bitter! Oh! Let's youtube Mythbusters. I miss watching that. Damn youtube they don't have the full episodes. And stupid Australian policy I can't watch streamings! If I could I'd already be updated with all those series!!! Call my self a series junkie? Junkie apa! Love junkie lah kali oh? Atu ok sikit mcm yo, love junkie. Wassup? Want a piece of me? and that will be followed by a kick in the shin.

Hahaha I just love being random. One day I'll graduate a movie brat but I'll only produce small scale budget short films and in it I'll put in as much randomness as I want to! Then I will be known and invited by Blake Edwards to produce a film with him! Maybe a remake of Breakfast of Tiffany's, who knows?

OH! I've seen Julie Andrews' boobies! We watched this movie starring her on Monday called S.O.B (Standard Operation Bullshit) and she bared! I was like, M*****F******!!!!!! Pinkies ahahaha! But I LOVE that movie coz I couldn't stop laughing! Man I wish I have a credit card so I can buy old dvds on Amazon. I can't find ones that I want on ebay, which is so freakin gay coz I have a PayPal. But thank goodness for that because now I have a reason NOT to use ebay as a channel for satisfying my consumer driven needs.

Shet. Inda lama lagi raya. Please kill me.

2008-09-24T11:08:00.003+08:00

I have just uninstalled BitDefender and installed NOD32 as my anti-virus. Sooner or later, i am going to have to format this laptop. It's becoming sicker by the day. DrWatson starts to annoy me at startups and the only way i can managed it is to kill the process. So far it seems fine. But i can't tolerate another 2 more months or another year with DrWatson. He's like an evil in-law.

I am bitter today because im tired. I am freaking exhausted. Two assignments left before the one week holiday. I am hungry too. PMS is slow suicide. Hmph!

I lost weight. :( I haven't been eating that much this Puasa and plus, i have a lot a lot of school stuffs to do. I haven't been eating properly and all. Sigh. I need to regain weight after Puasa. I don't like being thin. I have this obsession about getting fat or at least chubby. Everytime i see someone plump, me and Adi will go like " OH I WANT THAT BODY ". Call us weird, it's true. Kekeke.. I just think we have spent so many years being thin that it's boring.

Raya is just around the corner. I missed having you around for Raya especially on the first day. Last year was a blast. Everybody was there. Well not everybody but you get the gist. Cam-whoring was fun last year innit? Nevermind that. As soon as you're done with your Degree, you'll be home for good and we can celebrate Raya then on. Although that sounds lesbian. But whatever, we're brothers for life! Bonded by blood! Power to the people!

I need to clean my room. It's messy. Messy like i have my bags everywhere on the floor and school stuffs on the table. I have been lazing around so much because everytime i come home from school, i will be too tired to do anything. Tired like i want to stretch my cheeks so they'll turn droopy and ugly and look miserable for the rest of my life.

I NEED MY PERIOD! I just got angry for nothing. =( Sigh.

2008-09-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

IN YOUR FACE!

2008-09-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

Turbo C. Whoever invented you must have a lot of his/her time during the past. Because i do not understand how in the world did he/she managed to come up with these codings. I don't understand why in the world should you torture us like this. I really don't get it. Did you hate the world so much that you suddenly came up with Turbo C hoping that all of us eventually hate the world too and turn bitter? And then the world will be filled with people who worships Turbo C and turn into robots and start slapping each other because Michael Jackson's awesome?Random i know tpi kenapa kan? Marah th ko tue aku cakap nonsense? Kau lagi th buduh.

Excuse me. I am not in the best of moods today. First of all, there's the ever so effed up Turbo C.. and then stupid tailgating drivers who must have felt that they were driving a Ferrari. And then there was this stupid bitch who annoyed the fucked out of me. Asuh lai buduh mu atu. Asuh brabis lah. Sorry okay? Jangan ko perasan aku sebenarnya jealous kan kau. Behapa ku jealous urg gila macam ko. Gila. Those people who kissed the ground you walked on must be either truly as stupid as you or faking it so you won't turn into Frankestein. Kau wah retarded.

Grrr.. Baie. Im not mentioning any names here so please okay, whoever you are who might be reading this, diam! I don't need you to tell me ko pikir ko atu lawa kah sekatimu ucap2 urg? SEKATIKU LAH BABUN. Janganth kan copy paste on MSN lapas atu ketawa-ketawakan. But mana saja lah. Bangga jua ku sikit. =8)

And whatsup with drivers who don't know when to drive on the right lane and when to drive on the left lane? And whatsup with drivers yang suka tailgating? If you're late bitch, turun dari rumah pukul 5 subuh lapas sahur atu. Brabis th ko road raging sampai terabang kritamu, mana sja kau. Buduh.

Motherfucker jua eh Turbo C ane. Sial.

2008-09-13T09:47:00.005+08:00

Hello Saturday and hello everybadeh!!! imhungry =/

It's inspiring to read blogs in the morning, by that i meant, blogs which actually have substance. Interesting blogs. I came across a few this morning and i came across yours too in your Multiply, the one about Blasphemy. Nauzubillah.

Here's my say.

To start things off, I know i am not the most religious person on Earth. I am not the most pious and innocent person even but as a Muslim i think it's my responsibility to protect my religion and correct what is wrong.

In YouTube alone, there are a lot of videos mocking Islam, lots of videos from non-Muslim having their own time blabbering away debating about our religion. What's more heartbreaking, videos from apostates. Nauzubillah. Apostates spreading the word about how ridiculous this religion is. Apa nya urang ketani, " Mun nda tau apa apa atu, diam bah saja. Janganth kan sekati becakap. Nda tau hujung pangkal tutup mulut ".

I did replied to a few videos mocking the religion, making fun of the Prophet (P.B.U.H) mostly. It's heartbreaking. Really it is. What's worst is our own people saying religious things in vain. I've had my own fair share of people who said things to me like as if they're better Muslims.

This one's a classic.

" Eh, kafir kau sudah? " when i walked out of Ugama class because i had my feminine issue.

And kenapa kan ah, people sekati durang saja kan becakap? I hate it when people talked to each other in a 'joking' manner and then saying religious things like as if it's funny. You know that kind of stuffs. Macam apa kan ah? What's so funny about that?

When you're not a fully devoted Muslim, someone yang alum tantu sembahyang, someone yang alum tantu nda membuat anything forbidden, someone yang alum tantu lapas dari membuat maksiat atu, just janganth wah kan sekati2 becakap about the religion in vain like as if you know better.Nauzubillah. Tulah eh. Astafirullah.

To people who walked away from Islam, i pray that one day you shall find your way back home. To my fellow Muslim friends and family, let us pray together that we'll always be in the right path and that Allah will always guide us to be a better Muslim. Amin.

In this holy month, let's increase our deed, banyakkan beamal jariah, banyakkan ibadah because this month comes once in a year, sapa tau we won't be able to see it nanti lagi. Life is too short to forget about the afterlife. =)

2008-09-12T10:39:00.003+08:00

Starting time: 10:42 am

Name: Dang Ajah

Sisters: Just One, Adi

Height: 151? I don't know. Im petite.

Shoe size: 4, 5 and even 3 for some Vincci shoes.

Where do you live: Two houses away from urs =D

Favourite drinks: Mango Juice (Delite ah please), Watermelon Juice smua lah Juice!

Favourite breakfast: I have different preferences everyday.

Have you ever been on a plane? : Yuuuppp.

Swam in the ocean? : Hehehe.. Im scared of the ocean :P

Fallen asleep at school? : HAHA! countless number of times. Don't get me started. Yes, true. Geniuses never pay attention.

Broke someone's heart? : Yes

Fell of your chair? : I can't remember but i believe i had

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? : Yes =)

Saved emails? : Depends.

What is your room like? : Books everywhere, bags everywhere.

What's right beside you? : My handphone, school books and my folder.

What is the last thing you ate? : Daging kurma for sahur. Nyum nyum nyum. Durang Yuri bagi. Nyumm nyumm nyumm.

Ever had chicken pox? : HO YES! THEY WERE EVIL!

Sore throat? : Kadangs lah. Kadangssss.

Stitches? : Tidak ada ma.

Broken nose? : Pun tidak pelnah.

Do you believe in love at first sight? : Yessssssss please.

Like picnics? : Yup yup, i love picnics with the family.

Who was/were the last person/people you dance with : Oh my mighty berdegup jantung ku bila ku mengenangkanmu.

Last made you smile : I dunno. Last night?

You last yelled at : My sister

Today did you talk to someone you like : Not yet, alum iya bangun =(

Kissed anyone : Habis puasa okey? ^_^ Pesta Cumbu

Get sick : a week ago

Talk to an ex : NO!

Eat : semasa sahur lah

Best feeling in the world : being treated like a queen and being around family members.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : yes *insert mua kiut sini keh?*

What's under your bed : gf your naked monster pasal takut iya your naked monster carresses his own willy. HIJAP

Who do you really hate : =) sapa rasanya kana banci iyatah tu kli

What time is now? : 10:52 bish

Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now? : Iya sih

Do you have any siblings? : seorang adik perempuan dan seorang adik lelaki

Do you smile often? : Not that much especially not to strangers. Im not friendly =P

Do you like your hand-writing? : No. I change my hand-writing once in a while

Are you toe nails painted? : No

Whose bed other than your would you rather sleep in? : C jantung hatiku pasalnya dapat gulik2 and he's still going to be there. Kinkay~

What colour teeshirt are you wearing now? : Black because im goth!

What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday? : praying at my Uncu's room

When did you cry last? : few nights ago

Are you a friendly person? : HAHA. Sudah saya bilang tidak

Do you have any pets? : I have a cat at home which i hate and love at the same time. I don't really see her as my pet but she loves waiting for me at the frontdoor everyday. So i think, okaylah, jdi pet th saja lah, kesian jua iya ngalih nunggu tiap2 hari

Where is the person you have feelings for right now? : Sleeping in his room and i want to be there =(

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : AWU LAHH nda payah mental :P

Do you sleep with the TV on? : nope

What are you doing right now? : waiting for him to wake up and doing assignments and doing this

Have you ever crawled through a window? : kekekeke yes

Can you handle the truth? : after a few days

Are you too forgiving? : i don't really know how to forgive

Are you closer to your mother or father? : di bagi sama rata ya makcik

Who was the last person you cried infront of?: my sister

How many people can you say you've really loved? : to those who only matter

Do you eat healthy? : No, i don't think so

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? : WOAHHAHAH.. MIHIR

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : yes =(

If you having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : My boyfriend and you! (hearts)

Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : A bit of both

Are you confident? : Depends

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

1. I stopped learning piano.

2. I slept over at your place like almost all the time.

3. I hated boys.

4. I was not always home because i was at Nini's place all the time.

5. Baking muffins with Nini Mama.

5 things on my to-do list today:

1. bake something because im bored.

2. Finish my assignment.

3. Study for the upcoming test on Monday.

4. Becinta.

5. Rest! I so need them.

5 snacks I enjoy:

1. Chocolates

2. Snickers.

3. Keropok pedas.

4. OH YES! STRAWBERRIES WITH GULA! ENAK!

5. TIM TAM

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:

1. Donate a few millions to charity.

2. Build a school. Education is important!

3. Naik haji with the family, everything's on me.

4. Bali Ferrari.

5. Have a grand wedding!

5 of my bad habits:

1. I hold grudges.

2. Lazy ass.

3. I ask too many questions sometimes.

4. I sniff my bantal buruk all the time.

5. Im mean.

5 places I have lived in:

1. Rumah Nini Bapa di Seria.

2. Rumah belakang Supasave.

3. Rumah di Seria

4. This house that i live in now.

5. Area 51

5 jobs I've had:

1. Scheduler

2. SRV Junior Technical Assistant

There you go!

Btw, i have a solution for DrWatson. I don't know if it's really working but it helps me get rid off the stupid pop up during startup. But i forgot how i did it. Hahaha. Sorry!

I got a Dr Watson!

2008-09-11T19:13:00.002+08:00

It kinda scared the shit out of me (meaning teberia sikit lah arah spindit tapi nda sampai tahap membatalkan wudhu ahaha apakan cigu ugama mana lagi mengajar ni) so I did a Google search...

Here's the link DR WATSON

I've only been using my lappy for over a year. Almost two years come January next year but I think I already should reformat it. I'm scared!

Hello!

2008-09-06T08:22:00.003+08:00

Something is uber wrong with my OS. DrWatson debugger was the very first thing i saw when my window starts. And i don't dare to click send error report or close because the first time i did, it freezes my computer. Sigh. This is depressing. Depressing saturday with super rashes in my arms. Very depressing.

I think my lappy needs to be formatted. I need to get Vista off my OS as well since it has been sharing memories with my XP. I feel geeky. But it's bothering me! I have to show my lecturer the SDP work i have done so far and i can't just pop in her room and tell her my lappy needs to be formatted because of DrWatson. She'll be asking why i didn't back it up in the first place. You see, we have been told numerous times to keep backing up our projects because the lappy can't be trusted but we never really bother to listen. Lihat nah sekarang apa sudah jadi. And i think i am saving my pictures first before everything else. HAHA.

I have Information System Development test on Monday. It's a 30% test and i am not prepared for it yet. I think im gonna start studying later because it's not theory questions but practical questions. You know, there's this one chapter i like so much, it's called Use-Case Diagram. It's more like a diagram to explain the connection between the user and the system and the symbol for the user is a stick figure. I love love love drawing stick figures because it makes me happy! Hahaha.. My lecturer told us to draw fingers on them too during the test. Hahahaha...I feel like drawing little toes too. And give them ponytails for the female users and a mohawk for the male users. Kekekekee..

We're going to Zul's makan tujuh hari later tonight. So i think im gonna start studying early because we might be going out tomorrow to Bandar membeli belah. Jualan hebat Parkson!! I miss my grandmother in Miri. She's so talkative and she says all the wrong things for the right reasons. She's so Janice Dickinson. Oooo i like that. Hahaha.

Oh! I googled for Karbala Mountain. It's a pretty historical site. On one article it said Imam Hussain fled for Karbala from Makkah.

"...8 Zilhajj is the day when holy Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (S)’s grandson Hazrat Imam Hussain (A) converted his Pilgrimage (Hajj) into off-seasonal Pilgrimage (Umra) and started his journey from Makkah towards Iraq so to save the sanctity and honor of this sacred place (ka’aba). In this way the heinous conspiracy of Bannu Umayyad to trample the sanctity and honor of Ka’aba by shedding blood of Imam Hussain (A) there, had been failed.

The map shows the Route that Imam Hussain (A.S) took when he left Makkah for Iraq. The date was 8 Zilhajj 60 Hijri. With him there were about 50 people including women and children of his family and friends. His uncle Ibne Abbas and his brother Mohammad-e-Hanafiya did not go with him. They came to bid farewell and tried to warn the Imam of the dangers ahead. Mohammad-e-Hanafiya told him that the Makkans and other pilgrims were wondering why he was leaving just one day before the Hajj. Imam left a letter with his brother which explained his position clearly. The letter read as follows:

"I have not come out to stir emotions, to play with oppression. I want to bring the Ummah back to the path of Amr-bil-Marouf and Nahyi Anil Munker. I want to lead them to the path of my Grandfather and my father Ali Ibne Abi Talib."

Here click this link. It has Karbala full history.

One another article, Karbala is said to be a warzone right after so residents migrated from there to mostly Madinah and Makkah. I bet our ancestors were one of them. I would really love to know how our ancestors looked like. I bet they were beautiful people because Nini Bapa hemsem. Heheheh.. Oh it's not so depressing now. Hheheheheeh..Mucho love brother!

I'm my own grandpa

2008-09-05T13:45:00.000+08:00

You Are the Daughter

You very keyed in to emotions. You care deeply and are quick to forgive others.

You often get lost in your own thoughts and daydreams. You find it difficult to stay focused.

At your best, you are sweet, sensitive, and innocent. You bring joy to people's lives.

You are open and expressive. You love sharing your optimistic, dreamy vision of the world.

At your worst, you feel powerless and like a victim. Your fear can paralyze you.

You tend to complain and whine. Whether your complaints are legitimate or not, you're not one to solve your own problems.

What Family Role Do You Play?

2008-09-04T20:19:00.002+08:00

Haha I know you can't load youtube but this is for future referencing mmkay~ I so can move like him dude, lakastah battle. HAHAHA mihir!

Yeay tagged! Tani inda cool yatah nda kana tag tapi nda papa tani tag each other okie ^_^

15 weird things/habits and little known facts about me!

I MUST sleep with jirole's shirt next to me and also my bantal busuk. If I don't have either I can't sleep. There are times when my pillow would fall and I'd know it, I'd be searching for it with my eyes closed. I always hear it calling for me AND I always wonder how am i going to pack it masa balik nanti
I take pride in making my bed in the mornings, even if I have to re-make it in the end
When I sleep, there's a specific way to arrange my pillow =p
After I clean a place, be it my room, the kitchen, the bathroom, the store room, I like to take a minute or two... ok a long time... to just stand at a corner and look at the outcome
I have this teeth that stands out than the rest of the other ones and I like to tongue it and think back how painful it is when it gets scaled *yikes*
OH! This is interesting! At times when I'm caught in the middle of something like when I'm too engaged with doing my work I like to put my jaw out!
There's a specific way for me to arrange my underwear: petites, boxers, lycra, low cut and they MUST be in their own categories. I don't like to just toss them into the drawer. I must make time to arrange them nicely ekekeke
When I was smaller, I always always wanted to be an artist. Most of all I wanted to be a ballerina and a newsreader.
My instincts are VERY VERY strong. I can sense something is wrong with people just by standing next to them and just hearing their silent tone.
When I know someone's just pretending to be nice, I let them be. I don't like to smudge their egos or what have you.
I make friends easily. I get along with people easy. But I'm anti-social. I like to be alone in the comfort of my own room.
During meals, I have to eat until I'm done and then will I drink. I can't eat-drink, eat-drink. Story goes wayyy back from when I was a kid.
I like to think that I'm independent but I'm not. Who am I kidding haha!
I hate people who are racist but I do it too at times.
I don't like people who whine about the quality of life. That would make me want to stop being friends with them.

Abis kah sudah? Bah extra lah ah

I like cleaning

I love scrubbing

I like things to be neat and tidy

I LOVE vacuuming and dusting

I love tea

and also mango

Banana crumble is the best!

I LOVE ART! it's in me, I got it from my dad. We used to stand hours on end when there was an art exzibit at Empire.

I have the ability to process ideas in my head about anything debatable but they're always in the religious point of view and that is so weird because where did they come from?

In the toilet I have to read books... HAVE TO I TELL YOU!

I put people's interests before mine all the time.

Sometimes I think I'm too nice. People step on my head.

Vote Stewie for President!

ok atu saja ehehehe this can go on sampai 10 pages haha apakan tadi kepayah mikirkan... ehehe mwah!

2008-09-04T17:11:00.004+08:00

I am addicted to her Paper Planes. And most of her songs too. And she reminds me so much of my friend, Zay. Except that Zay's a guy and not Indian. She's hottttttttttt. Lesbian love. Okay, let's play tagging!! Siuk wah liat urang main2 tagging. Tani nda kana tag. =( HAHA asi2..

3 Golden Rules
• State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
• The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
• No tag backs (:

I have to shut my ear when sleeping with my bantal busuk because im afraid that i might hear something scareh.
I still have the small teddy bear that ketani abuse dari dulu because i can't go to sleep without it.
I am scared of windy days. It scares me shitless.
I think i pick up Nini Bapa's fussiness because mama slalu ckp cmatu.
I like to ask questions a lot.
I don't eat veges which are not cooked by mama.
I have to eat with matching fork and spoon.
I spend so much time figuring out my dreams sometimes.
I love love love your mom's cooking and your Macaroni. ^_^
I don't really give a damn about what people have to say about me. What they say never define me as someone.
I miss Nini Mama everyday all the time every second of the day.
Kenapa ah urang selalu pikir that im Pujah's sister?
Im obsessed with hot Black men like Omarion. OH DROOL!
I am scared to show my vulnerability at times.
I laughed at stupidity all the time.

AIII! Abis tia? Bah your turn! Im tagging you. Siuk sendiri bah ketani ane. Hahaha.

2008-09-03T20:00:00.004+08:00

no ure not online!
I'm bored! oh man I can't believe I'm going to say this but I miss uni =(

skalinya one time i was slapped on the face pasalnya someone told me i was a workaholic. I AM NOT!

i just woke up from a nap. Today is just really tiring for me.

and I gave in to coffee!!! how long has it been? A month kan? sheeeet atu tahan nda minum coffee for a month. Oh well, doesn't matter anymore coz I need caffeine to keep me sane and going awesome with my assignments. OH! im sunburnt. padih!

Edit:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA palui banar video atu!!!! GILA GILA GILA GILA!! MIRAH!

I shouldn't have drunk coffee... paning tia nah.. I thought I told you I was immune to coffee... apparently not, so I take that back ehehehehe don't angry me :p

2008-09-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

YouTube is still not working. =( So uber gay. Hello you. How's your day? Mine's pretty dull. My face looks like i have been sun-bathing for hours under the hot scorching sun. My friends kept on asking if i went skinny-dipping yesterday. Funny. Very funny.

The rashes looks like it's gonna be there for a while. It's annoying the hell out of me and it's making me uncomfortable. I want to pretend like it's not there but i can't because it's itchy. And my friend kept on telling me not to scratch it because it'll get worst but i can't stand it!! Oh my goodness.

The Java assignment went fine. My lecturer looked at it and looked like he was pretty fine about it. It's a 30% work so it's sort of like a huge deal to everybody in the lab just now and it was pretty annoying when they have to keep on looking at each other's work but can't seem to keep their mouth shut. I am just being hormonal here. Of course there's nothing wrong with them people talking to each other figuring out answers, i do it all the time but yeah, it's just not happening for me today.

And the guy i told you about last night, the Rude one. I assumed he came minutes before i did because his car was parked feets away from mine. And that parking lot is usually late-comers last resort. Talk about not to waste time and all. Pfft.

Astafirullah. Kurang sudah pahala puasa.

Im tired. I don't know whether im going to be online later. Mucho love.

2008-09-01T21:56:00.002+08:00

Please follow this link ---> THIS LINK!!!

Somehow embedding is disabled and I'm too lazy to wait for another one to load coz I want to show you something. If you follow that link, check time stamp 6:15, 6.18, 6:19. THAT's my move for Thriller. Coz everytime I talk about Thriller to someone (i know im such a loser) I'll do that move. Because I am OSHUUUMM!!

THRILLER!! THRILLER NIGHT!!
Suka ku c Michael Jackson aniiiiii!!! Walaupun his costume masa ia ke Brunei saritu ia pakai sluar katak d luar but he is still awesome! He rocks my boat, topples it over and he just lets me swim in his river of awesomeness!

Yes, I like to create my own silly metaphors. I'm a journalist OK! Hahaha defensive much.

Bah sahur! Mwah! Esok nda bleh becium ni HAHA APAKAN...

i have been to london to visit the queen

2008-08-31T14:34:00.002+08:00

Could tomorrow be Puasa?
I hope so coz I can't be bothered to think about food anymore.
*sigh*
What a weekend, huh?

My mom should be back from Bangkok later at 5. I hope she'll come online tonite.

Goodness! I am just so freaking sad right now. I thought last year was finally going to be the year I start spending puasa and raya at home. Sure I am at home now, but in a foreign country where the rooms get used by different people after one contract ends and another one gets signed.

I WANT TO GO HOME, PLEASE!

Well, I just got my ticket earlier today. 51 days left. That's like 7 weeks! SEVEN WEEKS! SEVAAAAN!! After my spring break it'll be 6 weeks and then there will be sexy time *sizzles*

You know I've been oversleeping for the past 3 days and it hurts my head and neck so badly.

Uggghh I hate not knowing what to say. Nobody's on msn to cheer me up. I want milo.

2008-08-31T11:55:00.003+08:00

I am watching this video right now on YouTube. "I must be Emo". Pretty lame. I don't know what's the deal with people making fun of Emos. Scratch that. What i was trying to say is if you're actually trying to make fun of other people, do it right. Because it's either you laugh along with the others or you get laughed at.

But anyways,

I just got back from Zul's place. It was pretty overwhelming. I mean, i am so touched by Zul and his family who were extremely handling the whole situation so well. I was holding back tears when Zul's mom talked to Mama. Even Zul was handling it pretty well. I am actually loss for words. I trust Zul too to take care of the family. I think we'll be going for the tahlil later tonight.

Liat anak bulan is today. I wonder if tomorrow's Puasa because if it does, then that's a full lecture day gone which also means no tutorials and practicals for the rest of the week. But if it falls on Tuesday, then life must go on. Sigh.

On a different note, i found this

All Time Low's version of Rihanna's Umbrella. Rihanna got owned. This version's so much better than hers.

Sigh.

Im feeling a bit under the weather. Less than three.

Al-Fatihah. May he lives in the memories of those who knew and love him. May Allah bless his soul and may he rest in peace. Amin.

I'm still Peyton!

2008-08-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

Which One Tree Hill Girl Are You?

Peyton

Your peyton, your slightly misunderstood and you express yourself in ways people sometimes dont understand.

Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

2008-08-30T20:32:00.003+08:00

Oh the beauty! BMW Cabriolet model. *drools*. Mama saw this on the paper just a while ago and hasn't really move to other pages for quite a while now. I think she has fallen in love with it. Sexy sexy car~ Mmmmmm~ If my mum got this car, im sure as hell im gonna........im not sure yet what im gonna do, ill think about it later.. Teeeheee.. Eh lawa ko aneeee laiiii..I love the color pun.

Oh i did the OTH quiz, i googled for it tadi. Im Haley~ How come im Haley?? I want to be Lucas. Hahahaha... And im 31% Brooke. I find that rad.

Which One Tree Hill Girl Are You?

Haley

Your haley, kind and friendly and 100% reliable! Your a strong minded person and you stand up for what you think is right.

Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

Bah sudah eh, ngantuk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am Peyton Sawyer

2008-08-29T21:11:00.004+08:00

"I'm like Peyton Sawyer from One Tree Hill!"

I'm Peyton Sawyer!
You've got flair and artistic talent, just like Peyton Sawyer from One Tree Hill. You usually keep to yourself, but when you get to know someone, your feelings often become very intense. If you're not doodling, peeps can usually find you jammin' away to some great punk tunes!

OK DO NOT click on the link coz it doesn't work. I just googled the thingamajigs and did the quiz randomly. OH I LOVED Peyton when I was hooked up on OTH. Next time I go back I'll buy the box set, again. The last season I bought, turned out I've already seen it somewhere. Salah wah kadai kominis atu menyusun series, geez they can't get just that one thing right. But then again I'm living a consumer driven life so I don't mind buying stuff that are of my very very interest *cough* spend thrift~ *nods* inda bah~ I ain't that bad ekekek~

Resist... temptation...!!!

I'm gonna watch The Darjeeling Limited. Oh yes Adrien Brody I love you! I'm sorry if you think he's ugly and untalented but I think otherwise. He is the sex bomb and even Jirole agrees! I hope. Hahaha coz he insisted me on buying The Pianist the other day. Oh I love that movie! Lawa wah c Adrien Brody atu... haih entah eh gelisah tarus ulehnya LOL! I'd choose him over Brad Pitt any day. Tapinya kalau ia sama Billy Joe, manang tia c Billy Joe. LSHJFOAHFAHGUSHGIUH!! Bah sudah eh...

I love my James Dean project. I'm gonna burst that up and hang it in my room in Brunei... Biar ia jadi gallery of Hollywood moments. Seriously I need to revamp my room! I've been thinking of repainting it right but since it has so many things inside, I just couldn't be bothered to pack and unpack. So I'll just take off the wall rack and place photos on the wall... weee! jadi my own art gallery tarus. barutah orgasm!!! I wish I have my own gallery... well maybe one day. Nisa's Digital Journalism, that's what I'm gona call it.

I want another mug of Milo. I think I make the best Milo in the entire universe!

Ciao!

2008-08-29T10:19:00.003+08:00

what are you talking about homie? programming is the buzz!!!!!! hahaha nadawah, i think I have a programming book in my room, i dont know.. either that or i used a library reference in uk... please just go to my room and look for reference books, ada tu!! I hope ada lah ah and I hope I havent told you the wrong ones wahaha!! kalinya lain, book of 'positions'... i bet ure gona love that *winkwink*

ure online, but ure busy and that makes me scared to approach you. eseh apakan approach. it's like masa form 6 noor said she's scared of me coz I always have that look on my face. what look? look of success! HAHAHA crap! wish that success part was right, but no use looking back and regretting now, because wahey~

it takes me so much time to make my bed in the mornings. I have this anal habit of making sure the blanket raise just a little above the floor because I find it really icky when it skirts on the floor =s there was this one time I was praying and then I saw that the blanket touches the floor and then it bothered me so much that I stood up and re-made my bed. it's a disease!!! but there are times when I just couldn't be bothered... and by times I actually mean 0.01% of a hundred ekekeke...

and also one time in the middle of webcamming with mama and pujah, I suddenly had to vacuum my table.

OCD. not good. but it doesn't give you binary.

YEAY CUTI SEMINGGU!! Spring break wooohooooo!!! tapinya banyak kerja booohoooo!!!

2008-08-29T09:56:00.003+08:00

Hello..Sup sup!!!

I finally finished reading "My Sister's Keeper". And it was 3 in the morning when i did. Hahaha.. I woke up around 2 and was wide awake so i decided to finish the last pages of the book. Depressing ending but worth reading. I am waiting for the movie tho', i heard Cameron Diaz will be on it. I hope it won't be as bad as "P.S I love you". The book was a killer, the movie was a killer too - only literally.

I had this dream last night that we both were in the same class. There were like a lot of students in one room and we sat on this very long table. None of their faces were familiar to me. When i came, you were already sitting somewhere at the back and i joined you. When the class started, we both drew something stupid, the 'binary' code if you know what i mean and we both burst laughing. The drawing was an A++. Hahahaha.. And then when it was time for lunch break, we both went out to eat and then guess who I met. Him. Ex flame who's stucked in his own world. And you were being friendly to him and then he went up to me and held my hand. And then Jirole came and picked you up and left me there with him. And then he held my hand and i walked with him hand in hand. GASP GASP GASP. I guess that was the price i had to pay for bursting out laughing to our 'binary' code earlier. And guess what in my dream, i was in love with him. STUPID DREAM!!!!!! Except for the 'binary' code. That was hilarious. 01010001 00110.

printf("TURBO C! Please kill me already. \n");
scanf("%c,&char");

The scanner part was wrong. Antam saja tia. I suck at programming. I have a Java assignment to finish by next week. Gila ne gila!!

import java.text.Numberformat

public static void main(String [] args)
int numBinary
char name

+ = "Please enter binary code and name:";

See? Awesome shit much? SDP meeting tomorrow. My brain is officially fried.

2008-08-27T19:02:00.003+08:00

I want this please! Rawrrrrr rawwrr rawwrr.. It's Hepburn something something by Guess.

Mmmmmmmmmm~ I can make love to that bag.

Hi. My stomach is hurting. Boo.

i want to go home

2008-08-26T16:39:00.001+08:00

I think I'm depressed... I'm homesick, all I want to do is weep and cry and cry and just cryyyyyyyy!!!
The closer puasa is, the worst i feel.

Imam Ghazali = ' Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini? '
Murid- Murid dengan serentak menjawab = ' Pedang '
Imam Ghazali = ' Itu benar, tapi yang paling tajam sekali didunia ini adalah LIDAH MANUSIA. Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri '

This is the song that never ends...

2008-08-26T07:26:00.001+08:00

This is the song that never ends.
It goes on and on my friends.
Someone started singing it not knowing what it was,
and they'll continue singing it forever just because....

entah apa saja kah manusia ani

2008-08-25T15:17:00.002+08:00

Hello Monday lovers!!!
I think I love Mondays, now.
Inda lah, I think I love EVERY day of the week because they are awesome like tossing pebbles above water and counting the number of times they skip above the surface! Coz you know, when you can do that for more than 8 skips, or maybe get the pebble to get to the other side of the lake, you feel some sort of contentment over it but of course there will be no second rounds. Second rounds are for losers. That's why I'm a loser, because I always ask for lots of rounds. Especially when it comes to Hazelnut Crepes. Sucker for those baybeh~ get into my belleeeehhh!! I want my baby back baby back baby back~ ribs~

I miss watching Austin Powers.

Wow, how fast did last week go? I had just woken up on Monday and did my laundry on Thursday and now it's already a NEW Monday! With weeks passing by this quickly, I don't see any slots for me to be nostalgic. Nothing worth reminiscing anyway except for the fact that I did lots of work way before time. Another pat in the back for Nisa weeee!! Now, I shall treat myself with something good. I miss belgian waffles at Max Brenner. Tapinya this week bayar puasa... nda papa lah, abis sungkai saja ah.. hahaha people go terawikh I go rocking my converse over to max's.

Nadabah.

I miss Jirole... We made love by the ocean~~ and the sky was so blue~
siapakan nyanyi tu? I need new songs!
Tadinya I listened to MCR on my way to uni kalinya I got this flashback of how emotional I was when I first listened to Cancer. I even cried when I watched Gerard cried in one of their live videos. Masa gig inda ia nangis tapi nda papa lah, good times. Gerard Way! Astagapirullah!

/os

Ada bah gambar tani muka tani kan sama hahahaha! I'll PS it! eh samakah? erm liat lah dulu ah, kalau nda sama nda jadi PS ahahaha booo bida eyelids.

Sunday is therapy day.

2008-08-24T08:23:00.004+08:00

Speaking of diabetic, i think i have a 99.9% chance of getting it. I have been eating sugary stuffs eversince forever. Everything needs to be sweet. Even when i have dinner, i never really remember when was the last time i had plain water. I don't drink Milo with sugar tho but i really put on a lot of condensed milk. And eating Milo with condensed milk is nyummy nyum nyum. Direct ticket to be a diabetic.

Speaking of sugars on the other hand, i find it really amusing that we called our SOs with names of food as an act of endearment. How are you sugar? How's ur day cupcake? It's okay sweets. It's cringey but at the same time, it is sweet don't you think. Imagine having to call our boyfriends tempoyak. Associating our boyfriends with tempoyak is kinda bizarre innit? Macam if i were to be associated with tempoyak, i'd be insulted. I don't even eat Durians to begin with. I am a pathetic Bruneian or perhaps even one sad Malay.

You know what else i find amusing? My mom. As she's getting older, she looks a lot like our Mafia Grandfather. She was doing this teasing gestures with my brother the other day and i was like, she's a splitting image of Nini Bapa and yeah a little bit of Nini Peach. I wonder how i'd look like when im older.

I was talking to Adi a while ago about girls with rambut balah jubur style. She was walking around the house with her short fringe parted in the middle and then she was like "What if i style my hair like this? " Macam woah. I have no problem plang with her walking around with that kind of hair but don't get all mental when people mistaken you as my amah. HAHA. Jahat. I did had my hair parted in the middle when i was younger. I mean, it was like a trend! Most of us had our hair parted in the middle thinking that it was cool. Straight hair was in too. So it was like the Emo look at the time. Remember my ex flame? He had his hair parted in the middle for a long time and now when i think about it, it's so embarassing. And his hair is still parted in the middle. He IS stucked in his own world and in his own time warp. Hahaha.. Kesian.

I have a lunch date with my friend tomorrow. He's going off to UK for three years soon and he's been bugging me since forever kan bawa bejalan. He said it's going to be his treat so i might be dragging him to Charcoal. MACARONI AND CHEESE HERE I COME! Kekeke. Fatty fatty. I love food. One day, i'd maybe have my own Italian restaurant and all the losers who used to call me names can eat there. HAHAH! Nada wah. I think it's in the blood. To be entrepenurial(sp?). Bukan plang jadi loser. It's funny people used to think that our grandfather's a drug lord. HAHAHAHA! Even funnier when they think that our grandfather owns a black market. Gila kli. I used to tell the invigilator during my English Oral that one day i want to grow up just like both of my grandparents. My grandmother because she's a strong and smart woman. My grandfather because he's a businessman and won't take NO for an answer. DAMN. I think i nailed that oral.

I am still angry at my friend. Self-righteous people, go buy yourselves full length mirrors. It's stupid when people constantly need to bring others down so they will feel better about themselves. Condescending. I mean, why would you label people when you're no better than them? Acting all pious and shit when you have hundreds of porns hidden in your system. Telling this and that are against the religion when you yourself are doing half of what you called sin. Sigh. Some people...........Don't get me started with people who boast about themselves and then later on saying "Im decent actually". PFFT PFFT PFFT!

Eh sudah th. Banyak anger ne sudah. Hahahaha!

p/s: I'd really like to know how it feels to walk around like a snob tilting my head sideways like i carry an important mission. *giggles*

I'm phlegmatic but it's such a lie, i am no introvert haha

2008-08-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

Imagine this: Ben and Jerry's Chunky Munkey ice cream topped with whipped cream. OMG droolfest 2008!!!

I'm trying hard to decrease my sugar intake right now. What's the point of a fit body when you suffer from diabetes? Woah! Shallowness, I hear. But serious talk now, I'm trying my best to cut down on the sweeter side of things. My tea has less sugar in it, my milo only has a pinch of sugar and no condensed milk and I'm cutting down on coffee completely altogether. I don't know how long I can stand not drinking coffee though, so far it's been two weeks since I've had any coffee. I keep on waking up every morning and saying to myself I'm going to make me a really nice cup of coffee and then I'll sip every grounded coffee bean with affection but just after boiling water I make myself tea or just go downstairs to take orange juice.

Sometime next week I'm gonna be really cranky. I haven't gone this long without a caffeine fix. Seriously. And that explains why I've been so drained for the past two weeks. Amazing how the body biologically gets addicted to something that the body itself doesn't produce. It's not like I'm drinking enzyme or anything. Unless the coffee beans are taken from animal droppings.

Bat droppings. Ahahaha reminds me of Ace Ventura.

I have no idea why I have to fart so many times in one second today.

Personality Quiz!!!

2008-08-23T19:00:00.003+08:00

Just because im bored =)

I took the "The Nine Muses" quiz on gURL.com
		My muse is... Euterpe Euterpe is the patron goddess of music. Her name means "Giver of Pleasure" and she is often depicted playing a flute. Whether you are listening to music or creating it, Euterpe lives up to her name by imparting the pleasure of melodic sound. Read more... Who is your muse?

I took the "the temperment type" quiz on gURL.com
		I am... choleric According to Galen's ancient theory of temperaments, people with choleric temperaments are born leaders. Independent, dynamic, and courageous, they are said to thrive on competition and challenges... Read more... What's your temperment?

I took the ""It's in the Cards" quiz on gURL.com
		The suit that suits me is... Clubs Like most clubs, it appears that you like learning in all forms. Whether it's visiting a local historical house or taking a foreign language class over the summer, you love to expand your ever-growing brain.Read more... Which suit suits you?

It's amusing sometimes when these quizzes turned out right. Im born a leader. HAH! IN YOUR FACE SUCKER!

ngilu gigi ku!!

2008-08-22T09:20:00.002+08:00

wat the heck man, wat does it mean when ure in a dream and then ur teeth begins to feel numb? sakit wah berabis sampai masa bangun pun tadi terasa! kasi spoil sama dream saya. and it was a pretty good dream, i was a photographer in my own event. tapinya cali coz everyone was dressed mcm kalau tani liat cerita p.ramlee.

ok im going through search results of teeth dreams and they're all giving me completely different answers. stupid interpreters, did they get into fights or something? inda sama jawapannya! oh well... as long as its not a dream about me losing teeth coz it's always a sign of someone's passing. a friend used to have that dream one time and she told me and then i asked my mom and mom told me it's a sign someone is going to pass away and then three days later my friend's grandmother passed away.

OK one source, just because I can.. not because im superstitious *coughs*

Teeth

Basic meaning: Verbalization; losing teeth, unable to understand a problem or situation.

(1) Teeth may be a symbol of aggressiveness. If the dream is showing someone bitting someone else, it may mean there is an aggressive nature towards that person.

(2) False teeth may symbolize insincerity.

(3) Losing teeth may symbolize a feeling of - or fear of - getting older or impotent or losing sexual attractiveness. Or they may represent a retreat to infancy (when, toothless, you enjoy your mother's breasts and nourishment), and hence a refusal to face reality. Alternatively, they may symbolize the start of a new phase in your life (knocking a tooth out sometimes featured in male initiation rites in mythology).

(4) A bad tooth may represent a painful or rooten part of one's feelings, life or relationships; angry or regretful words.

(5) "Teeth" in the dream world are most often an archetypal image of the dreamer's sense of confidence and competence in the waking world. Dreaming that there is something amiss with my teeth usually points to insecurities about my ability to "get my teeth into it," or maybe I've "bitten off more than I can chew." Ironically, the very fact that you remember such a dream is a reliable indicator that the you, the dreamer, can deal creatively and transformatively with the problems that life presents. If this were not the case, you would not even have remembered the dream. All dreams (even nightmares!) come in the service of health and wholeness, and no dream ever came to anyone to say, "Nyah, nyah--you've got these problems and you can't do anything about them!" The more emotionally charged, or urgent the dream, the more likely that it points to a creative possibility previously hidden from the conscious mind, in response to a pressing waking life problem.

Reference: Eric Ackroyd

Nyeh it's still unreliable coz it's different than what ive been told. but yeah it's just for fun haha for fun tia! maybe im just too scared coz my dental appointment is this december. that sucks. i hate scaling! sakit wah sampai that time damam ah jadinya... stupid teeth maintenance, cubatah nda payah biar tia bekulat HAHAHAHA nda bah krg nda dpt becium pasal bebau =p ehehe inda bah nazirul~

I'm going home soon mmkay! Open house please ah =D

Rashes!!!

2008-08-21T14:58:00.002+08:00

Woah there. Why are you lashing me out on public! HAHAHA! Nada wah, i wub you.

I have rashes all over my body. And it's itchy. It's goddamn itchy. I went to the doctor tadi and she said it just might be due to the fever i had recently. My body looks like an atlas right now. I swear you can find Brunei somewhere on my thigh. Do you wanna see it? hehehe..I even have them on my stomach.. do you want to see my belleeehhh??

I don't have anything to blog about anyway. I am blogging just for the sake of it and because i am pretty bored. Rashy rashy body. Very unsexy.

this is worth mentioning

2008-08-20T18:23:00.002+08:00

"You're a laughing stock but you're too thick to realize," said I.

"So fuckin' what? I am what I am and there's nothing you can do about it!"

"But don't you see? People out there are laughing at you! You're like a stress release to them. You're being too confident with yourself, you like showing off and what's the point? They're gonna laugh at you even harder."

"Oh yeah? How would you know?"

"Because I am ALSO a witness of this stupidity of yours and it's totally unnecessary!!!"

"Oh shut up already! You don't know what you're talking about." Leaves.

So you're saying I don't know what I'm talking about? What about you? You're being laughed at by people and the more you prance about in your own blurry world, the harder they're gonna clutch their bellies and laugh at you silly! You know what I think you're just doing this to prove something about yourself. I don't see the point why, nor do I know the reason why but maybe you have a teeny weeny self esteem. You're acting smart, you're pretending to know all these trivial mind games and most of all what is up with constantly wanting to show to the whole world of your material possessions? You don't even look good in them! OK maybe I admire your confidence despite my objection of your depressing style, but please, for your own sake, people are laughing at you and just stop being such an idiot!

sigh

OK then just keep on doing what you do because you simply just don't want to listen. I have no idea what is it that you're so angry about and that you constantly need to be better than her. But she is already better than you are! Look at where she's standing right now, she's on the first prize podium and you're just a spectator only able to hope that you have her kind of courage. You're all talk and no action and she has already gotten a lot by not having a little bit of care about your hatred towards her. I was just trying to do you good you know but I have no idea why you're being so hard about it. For your own integrity and dignity I just hope you'd stop coz I can't stand you being laughed at anymore. I shouldn't care because it's you whose being laughed at but apparently I do so please if you consider me your friend, just stop what you're doing and just be normal. To hell what people say, so what if they compare? You can just tell them off, couldn't you? Unless you constantly crave for that attention from them then ok maybe I would understand why you're so conceited and long winded.

STOP RIGHT NOW, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
who knew Spice Girls lyrics could come in handy now.

A clip from My Sister Eileen

2008-08-20T13:43:00.002+08:00

There's another one that I'm looking for but it's not on youtube. We watched this movie on Monday and it was really good! I think it's the best 50s musical I've ever seen although I thought it could make do with a better plot for the ending.

My authorship lecturer talked about Al Jolson this afternoon. He's a Lithuanian Jew who came to New York with hopes of becoming a star, and a star he did become! Look at his rad moves, man!

I think if you watch this last one you'd remember it from Cartoon Network and I still love that version, by the way. This one's the original clip.. watch minute 2:50; cute move for an old guy ehehe.

And the cartoon version! I love to singa!

HAHAHA KIUT!

2008-08-18T09:51:00.002+08:00

Hello. I am at home now. I am freaking bored. I am supposed to be drowsy by now but i think the Cocojambo whatever shit the name was hasn't kicked in yet. It relaxes the tension on my eye but it's not making me sleep. I want to go to sleep. I should not be awake stalking YouTube and people's blog.

Haiiiiihhh..

You know what's stupid? I am eating Snickers now. ndasdnakjdnaueadnasdasdja.. What's the long term name for ADHD? It's somekind of hyper disease no? Not that i have it. I was watching this show tadi pasal kanak2 hyper and they kept on mentioning ADHD ADHD ADHD, but i can't quite get what it stands for. Anak Damit Hyper Dang kli oh?

Oh oh, tadi wah when i was waiting to be called into the Doctor's office, ada wah this hot guy. He's like this Abercombie model! Macam straight out from the poster. My gahd! He's so hot! Swooonnnsss.. And ada this guy teriak2 wah becakap on the phone. Begagar utak ulihnya tarus. Bulih? Kan di buatnya kli smua urang dlm bilik atu tuli.

I just read Abdel's blog. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA! Cali eh anak atu. Adakah rmbut zaman muda. Kekekekeke.

Peter Pan Syndrome

2008-08-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

My friends and housemates wont believe their ears when I tell them that I'm 22.

Drg selalu guess 17 or 19 hmmm ^_^

*peace*

damn I am so bored! I don't like this week at all.

kumis bawang kah tumis bawang HAHAHAHAHA

2008-08-16T17:53:00.002+08:00

Selamat Nisfu Syaaban!

Awesome eh sampat tadi maghrib and hajat and yassin and doa udah atu bang! period tia! nyeh... well I bet everyone's at the masjid now because that's like a ritual for us, I miss those days kan. I haven't been doing much of those for almost 4 years now and it's kind of pathetic. Does that make me a bad person? I guess so but I then again circumstances are unavoidable and I do perform what I have to on a daily basis. I have to admit I don't do it as often anymore because work has taken a lot of my time but I can't blame it on work because it is my own fault that I let myself go astray. I'm scared.

I wont be able to go for terawikh this year. I'm so bummed. I only got to do it last year after two years and I was hoping that last year wasn't the last but no fate has other plans for me. It saddens me that I can't be with the family at times when we're always together. Remember like 3 years ago after terawikh we always hang out at each others' place til late? I miss those times man, like big time! Sometimes I'm sick of living like this, being so far away and alone in my own world but I must be strong because I have priorities.

boohoo...

anyway I dont want that to affect my emotion right now because I've had a good day. I went grocery shopping and actually bought veggies. Yuck. didn't like eating them but enjoyed cooking them just now. After reading Cosmo and discovering that I've lost weight yet again, I've decided I need to eat healthy! I know I didn't lose all that weight because I exercised or practiced a healthy diet, I lost all that weight because I let myself be malnourished but heck living in this place makes me hate eating! sometimes lah hahaha kalau ada keropok nyaman ni awal ani.. pastu minum orange juice yg added with lots of artificial flavours sajuk2!

I don't get why certain people just need to prove so much about themselves. Is it because they don't want to be judged? But trust me these are the people who love to judge people and compare them with themselves and like when they feel like those other people are way better than them, they'll start being all jealous and bitchy and run their mouths like no tomorrow. This is exactly the thing that wants me to tilt my head back and laugh the bojangles out of my system.

Contradictions. Get yourselves away from it.

2008-08-15T16:14:00.003+08:00

Losers have so much to prove. Very very much. And their only defense mechanism is to keep telling craps in order to survive perhaps. It's like they have "How to survive in a Loser Environment For Dummies" guidebook and it's there on Page Idiot, Rule number fuck: Keep telling craps because it will lengthen your life span in 5 years. Or i think it's just in their nature to be very very extremely stupid to a point where saying so much is pointless because they won't understand a word. Because losers are idiots that way.

2008-08-15T08:56:00.006+08:00

Wow new interface!

Get My Fair Lady, atu pun betimbun tu d Brunei and yeah again arah that small kadai bnyk CD lama2... Bought Wizard of Oz there and I seriously want to buy Breakfast at Tiffany's wah saritu kali in my head I was like "Eh, seribu kali sudah meliat jgntah bali, bali saja ones you haven't watched" KALINYA NAH!! Dtg ke sini kana suruh buat essay! Fuck dammit! Shud've trusted hunch at that time... tinglorrrrr~~ ok another Audrey Hepburn Paris-When It Sizzles kali tu namanya. I haven't seen it but it's about this writer and Audrey's his secretary. I wana watch it!!! Pasalnya I read about it in a movie preview kan kalinya mcm siok, I could feel its contemporariness (wahey nada red line under that word.. valid! hahaha)

Love Guru hahahaha I've seen that. Have you seen it though? Because I didn't really enjoy it as much as when Mike Myers was Austin Powers or Shrek tapi cali jua lah sikit. It was just really disturbing masa cigu juling atu kana show and then c love guru ani kepalanya saja kana superimpose arah badan kanak2 and please barigali ada this scene pakai air kamih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOA! Cemana bleh kamu buat RGB atu? Nada kana gtau awal2? Well lets just hope if more than half of the class membuat cematu you guys wont get penalized. Kasitau la arah cigu atu.. ala cikgu kasi lah tolong sama saya, mana saya mau cari makan? ekekekeke tampar krg eh bini2 ah.

Apakan?

The weather's been pretty gloomy. Gloomy-nya ani inda enjoyable mcm d UK eh, nda siok. Oh I need to buy my groceries again! Abis sudah supply of buah buahan tempatan. Should I go to the market? I really want oranges. Maybe I should try other types of fruits... kacang buncis lah oh or pears but pears go bad so easily and I don't like apples coz they hurt my teeth which is funny coz apples are the best remedial fruit.... penipu kali tu eh that saying just an exaggeration kali mcm org bah kdg drg suka exaggerate pasal drg atu loser.

Why did I have to wake up early today!!! Boring nada org online =(

See more Will Ferrell videos at Funny or Die

2008-08-14T18:36:00.002+08:00

Michael Jackson is shit awesome! He's legendary! People can say whatever they feel like saying about him, it won't change anything. No one beats him. Period. I grew up watching his videos like everyday. (y)(y)(y)

I just bought Love Guru. Im gonna watch it later. And oh! I just got "Mary Poppins". Kekekeke.. It was like an extreme hallelujah moment. Hahaha. And betimbun wah "Sound of Music". And i saw "dancin' in the rain" and there was this Korean guy at the counter while i was waiting for my turn to pay and he was holding this DVD cover of "Charade". He told the cashier he bought it from Germany and he's looking for the same DVD here because apparently rusak DVDnya. Booo..

I think i want to start collecting old movies, especially the ones with Audrey Hepburn in it. The way she enunciates every word is captivating. I watched B'fast at Tiffany's last night again and drifted into my own world. Hahaha.I find the part where she and Paul went into Tiffany's and carved her 'ring' to be one of the sweetest part of all. Pasalnya she was genuinely happy on that scene and despite the classy elegant front, she's capable of being decent as well. I don't know if that makes any sense, but wth.. heheheh

And guess what, i think i screwed the KIOSK project. HAHA! It was supposed to be in CMYK mode, but instead i did the whole graphic in RGB mode. And the whole class did the same! So i guess, we're all in trouble. But nevertheless, I AM SPARTACUS!

Oh you're online!Hahaha.. Let's just gossip there.. Hehehe

Whoa!

2008-08-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

we were there!

at Jerudong Park playground... nonetheless we were there =D

2008-08-13T15:47:00.001+08:00

budderflais~

2008-08-13T14:35:00.002+08:00

Tayang~ where were you last night? I was praying when you IM-ed on MSN kalinya offline tia c dayang ajah ani boo.. I wanted to talk to you about Darling Lili last night. I think I told you about it but after writing up the log I think it is a real shit awesome movie! Like we always see Julie Andrews as someone who's somewhat virginal and pure but in Darling Lili she grows up into someone else! OK ada plang lagi ceritanya called 10 and it was really "adult" but I got bored watching that.

Anyway, in Darling Lili she stripped! And seriously what I love about her as a performer is that she is full of grace. While she was doing that number while stripping pun wah you can still see AND feel her gracefulness.

Today I just borrowed another one of the films called Victor Victoria and I think she's like a show girl or something and then her alter ego is a guy. I'm not sure, I'll watch that tonight or tomorrow... my priority is Michaeal Jackson's MOONWALK musical!! Do you remember this one? Yang ada MJ jadi robot and then ada that bit ia menari and then bowed sampai kan tekana lantai and with those tarantulas on the teddy bear? Yea man I got the DVD today and paid $8, which is OK because usually it'll cost like $30. Anyway, I didn't want to get it initially coz I wanted to look for The Sound of Music tapi nada so what the heck ekekeke... I must stop buying things on impulse, and it happens especially when I'm PMSing ergghhh... sama when I'm PMSing I like to nest. I don't like nesting... ok im lying, I LOVE nesting but during my ovulation its so goodnessly mighty! And that's not even an apt sentence... apakan goodnessly ani? Ahahaha sukahati saja bikin bahan mcm pandai saja becerita atu... boo

Yatah bah. HAHAHA *entah*

Haha I remember my flash animation project in UK. You want to know what I did? It was so lame and I'm not surprised why I only got a pass for it. Pasalnya this was what I did: flowers bordering the canvas and then tangah2nya a butterfly flying around the flowers looking for nectar. Hahaha fuck lame! Ada lagitu one of my classmates membuat a movie trailer pakai flash mcm he asked me how mine look like and I was like OH yeah I deleted it right after submission coz it took too much space in my hard drive =s HAHAHAHAHAHAHA bari malu. I dont like Flash. Director is awesome! I enjoyed doing my director project pasal the different planets...

erm... yeah I'm just babbling here. I want to eat but it's too cold out of my room...

i miss jirole and i miss you!!!

2008-08-10T12:26:00.004+08:00

Fugly shit. I think we should start a business distributing your Poklen sign thingy. I would want to use that sign on my car instead of the lame "Mun paham bisai" yellow sign. Not that i have that on my car because im too cool for that. HA HA.

Im gonna start working on my Flash Animation video for the final year project soon. But i haven't come up with any brilliant idea. Kmarin i watched this video, Paranoland. Creepy awesome shit! Watch watch!

You know, reminiscing the past makes me happy. It keeps the memories alive. I am glad that we both grew up together and spent so much time together. This sounds so gay but it's the truth. I pity those people who never really understand what family is. We've been homies since the day you were 1 and i was like days old. Siuk oh dulu atu. We're brothers!! Brothers till the end of time! HAHA. American Idol rules!

I finally got my hands on My Sister's Keeper. I've been wanting to buy that book since forever. And last few days, i saw Remember Me, but the ATM machine was not working. Damn you machine. When i came back for that book, it was sold out. =( I guess im gonna have to wait.

Alryte im off now. Nantith i go to Aussie and we'll have the time of our lives. That's so gay.. Haha! Dude! \m/ wait, is that how you do the rock sign?

why, thank you India

2008-08-09T17:41:00.002+08:00

ekekekekekeke

I've been holding in my pee since I don't know... it's too cold outside my room! I'm even stalling time to cook now.

Everybody's talking about the Olympics!
Oh, did you read the press release from Brunei informing why Brunei isn't in the Olympics this year? Such a big shame you know. Big SHAME!

2008-08-08T22:10:00.005+08:00

The Olympic Opening Ceremony mothereffing owns!! I think that was by far the best opening ceremony show i've seen in years. In years!! It's true what you said, the show was like "In Your Face" to people who have been giving them bulls all these time. Genius!

The show was flawless! SHIT AWESOME!
Congratulations China!

2008-08-06T20:56:00.004+08:00

It's a shame. =(

Dark and twisted. *dims light*

You know, i hate people underestimating my capabilities. I despise them who thought i am nothing better but a snob.

I know what i am capable of doing. I've proved it so many times. Ahakz. Excuse me for being ober-konpiden. Arent we all? =)

Marilah bekantut!! Kantut arah mua lah! HAHAHAH..oinkz!(i wonder kalau time bekantut taruh tgn arah jubur ada bau kh nda tgn tni)

nyaman bekantut ani nyamu

2008-08-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

saya mau ketawa... awak tau kenapa?
saksikanlah ^_^

I am obsessed with Desperate Housewives!

mihir eh mcm ikan masin. shit kan beria ku!

HAHAHA apakan random jua berabis! Orange juice and eating orange makes me gaseous. like, seriously, big time. basah lagitu farts atu mcm yuck! oily. kalau kasi blotting paper mcm soggy tarus tu kratas atu jadi transparent tarus mcm plastic. i keep on falling back in love with jirole =)

i don't know the last sentence is even appropriate for that paragraph. but yeah...

i want to blog in multiply tapinya kan mcm entah. aku mau pringles! pringles pringles pringles!!! Eva Longoria must be sued for being pretty and hot. lawa tu lakinya yg dlm desperate housewives. Carlos.. DILF, hello!

aku mau becium.

Cry Me A River

2008-08-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hello! Goodbye!

2008-08-01T21:10:00.001+08:00

Kiut ah ulahnya lelaki baju stripe atu haha nerdfest unf!

haha mandi junub. awu eh baiktah, krg karing!

2008-07-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

Cubatah mandi junub.

HAHA. APAKAN.

God. I am sleepy.

I secretly think I'm her

2008-07-29T18:43:00.011+08:00

Wish I was taller... please watch Grey's Anatomy!!!

oops, i forgot to lend you them ehehehe =p

dude u can always borrow my thousands of skinnies... im glad i lost all that weight man. i think everybody is ekekeke... I can make a whole album of shirts now. one day, ill sell them on ebay! and I want to open a shop that sells lingerie! like the ones ehem got me... dudududud~

ada vibrating cons kan? ada jual d guardian kah? *tilted to the side bimbo look*

I LOVE SCHOOL! I'm actually learning law right now. Kami ada this project in Court! COURT WAH!! Wooooo this time around I am so glad all the dreams I had are almost at arms length. Remember once when I really wanted to be a lawyer? Thought I couldn't do it coz I didn't have history but now who needs history? Ass needs history!

I love guys who wear tight jeans and hanging tshirts... WHITE hanging tshirts. I dont understand why we like guys who dress up like girls. Davey Havoc? OH YES PLEASE! Oh please no J or K rock, atu I don't like okiee? Cupcakes!

sekian takzimussalam

up *tunduk*
up *pusing badan*
up *jalan ke blakang pentas*

2008-07-28T10:13:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA.. Kenapa kan ne? Minta lada? Hahaha teburit2 telubang2. HAHAHAHAHA

Lawakannnnnnn c Hemsem ^_^ Siuk eh. Hahhaahha.. I am assuming you're in Uni now pasal you're not online. I just got home from the hospital and got a sick certificate. w00t!

You know what, c Hemsem can actually give me occasional heart attacks.. HAHA. Labih. He's so foine dude! Gila wah, i am still browsing through his pictures and can't get enough of him. Hehehehe..I wonder if bini2 kmarin yang teriak2 dapan iya atu ari ane ilang suara. She was soooo hysterical. HAHAAHHAHAHA! CALI!

Im trying to finish off my assignments later..due date's Saturday! Isuk lagi pergi sekolah dan belajar. Esehmen.

I feel like getting myself a pair of skinnies dude and new pumps. Duit duit duit duit~~ G-strings, spindit, tops.. vibrating cons HAHAHAHAHAHA.. Adakah baby kemarin tnya mama kalau cons vibrate cana usulnya. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA palui wah.

memacal macal

2008-07-27T17:39:00.000+08:00

berlari berlari belubang burit

^_^
heeee itadakimasu!

bored

2008-07-26T12:20:00.001+08:00

Goodness I am so freaking bored!!!! It's the weekend and I'm alone in a my room =(

lipgloss does not rhyme with hair, u dig?

I've got a clash in my timetable. Goddang!

2008-07-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

I am so gonna watch Breakfast at Tiffany's again later. Happy movie! Because i am mentally unstable. Sejak bila jua. Hahahaha..

Issues issues issues.

We're after the same rainbow's end. Waiting round the bend. My huckleberry friend. Moon River and me. Woot!!

Kenapa smua urang teroffline??

Liat Breakfast at Tiffany's eh.

Prodigeyyyyyy

2008-07-21T06:55:00.002+08:00

*sniggers* i no wa u ming.. /oyea

That's not my name! That's not my name! I hateeeeeeeeeee that song. Omg! Annoying!!!!! Bukanth wah namamu! Jgn majal! HAHAHA EMO.

Hello. Kami awal bangun like 12 minutes after 6. =( Sad. Next week start skulah. Busy busy busy months ahead. September will be busier pasal kmi full time final year project so i'll be expecting lesser sleep or maybe makin bitter lah. (insert ijap icon here)

Im going to Wani's later to finish the documentation for our assignment. My designing's not even done pasal i was given this harsh comment by a friend. Labih wah iya ah. Demotivated tarus.

Baik nda sakit tu your pinger mum? Sakit tu eh brabis! I'd die. *labih*. Awww, cuwet c jirole ah. Hehehe.. Yatah lain kli jgn angan2 memutung buah liman. Kan sudah sakit! HAHAHAHA. Mihir bunyinya. Hahaha.

ouch!

2008-07-20T23:11:00.002+08:00

i wanted to make lemonades and then i cut my finger. sliced it, deep and i yelped like a banshee. jirole pun menjadi panic dan dia terus mencarikan plaster.

and then my finger throbbed like hell... but then he kissed it and magically it didn't hurt that much... awww =')

Na.... *sniggers* no wa i ming?

Tattitttttt payuutt

2008-07-19T09:28:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Tekajut wah kami tadi. I thought i did something to the website or i must have hit some button accidentally. Tarus2 wah malay ane. Hahaha.. Sekali rupanya dpt tukar2 udh language nya. Hehehehe..

My stomach hurts!!! Stomach cramps! Palui. My body hurts =( My ninin pun. Hahaha.. Tatitttt bah tattiitt. =( =( =(

I am still figuring out the banner and cover page thingie. This is horror! =(

Tatitt ehh payut!!!

Sila lah blog sekarang! -PERCUMA

I want...

2008-07-18T12:46:00.002+08:00

new lingerie, please~

ada wah this hand bag arah iWalk kalinya it's so gaily awesome that I can't bear to buy it everytime I have the urge to. I think it would be too much for me although I look awesome with just and in just about anything I wear, because I am just lovely hot like pomegranate in summer *sizzles*

Word up, ok?

I haven't paid my rent yet and I've already used more than I should on my allowance money. Buduh oh? Brunei is the sex. Melbourne is like stale turkey on a windy day. Like when it's windy and you're hungry and there's nothing on the table but stale turkey. Like, why in the hell would u eat it man? It's stale! And yuck!

Last night I ovulated on my panties. Gross.

Muahahahahahaha!! Sakit wah bodeh ku ani! When's my period gonna come visit? Suci dalam debu banar eh, gatal bah ulehnya menunggu2 ani *winkwink*

Teehee~ okie mandi tah ah kan bejalan lagi membeli belah d jualan hebat parkson.

Lastly,

she looks like my cousin Thina in this pic (anak angah kami) sama lagitu taie lalatnya... I'm like jealous coz Thina is pwetty sama kan ia rajin urut my palm. I might adopt her as my own kid, although that's unnecessary because she is already my cousin and that's like so totally incest or something (membual plg saja ni wahahaha)

bah ok mandi ah.... let's shave today ^_^

Marilah kita belibo

2008-07-16T14:52:00.003+08:00

Lawa c Jolie ane!

Zoe Kravitz

And this is me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Devon Aoki! Hot!

Lesbian love. Ghey love! I am currently working on my final project interface. I am still bummed about what happened to my other assignment, but this one i am sure i will take the credit for it. MESTI! Hahahaaha..

Yes my lob, we are doing the cover thingie tomorrow and patang atu tani ada tahlil at the mosque, you going? Because i might be if inda air kemerah-merahan. Hehehehehe..

Awu, Kim Kardashian is hot hot hot. Voluptous (sp?) Carmen Electra pun hot ah. The boyfriend is currently drooling over her and si Jolie.

Hello!! Will see you soon ah. Need to start working on the project now!

Mata ku sepet

2008-07-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

I'm PMS-ing too! Shet even when Pujah was chewing while makan keropok pun i got so annoyed i shouted at her haha!!!

Awu he was at my place tadi masa ia online and I was doing something else.

Gila Kim Kardashian ani, she's hot like me ;)

Why don't you always update here baby? Tumbuk krg ninin eh, tatit tu~ hahaha actually tadi kami sudah tutup the modem kalinya when I heard nada lagi guruh I switched it back on again :D

Oh when are we going to do that cover thingie again? Thursday right? Coz Jirole just asked me to come over to his place tomorrow ekekekeke...

I feel really pretty today!

LOL Laughing out lobang lobang jobo..

2008-07-15T20:12:00.004+08:00

Hello dude! hehehehe.. Dude~~ =P Wuish! Apakan yo?

I am full! Food is good! Food is sex! Food is everything! Eat food! (y)

You know what, i am PMS-ing ( oh i have mentioned that in my blog ) . And I want to be mean and super bitchy but you are not online. Jirole is but you're not. =( Saya mau ngechatting sma kamu sih dong.

Skalinya kan, the facial treatment was coolsome! I had organic thingies on my face, i had one hour worth of face pampering and for once in my life, i am not doing any pampering without destroying my face with any chemicals. The peeling mask was Chamomile (pronounced as Chemel by the lady) and nyaman baunya =D

Guluh!! Tatut!

Hypocrisy. Rules. HAHA. Pelui.

2008-07-15T16:26:00.001+08:00

aloi eh bui hahahaha sakit parut ku

2008-07-03T00:35:00.001+08:00

bulehkah tani aga org or anak damit pastu ckp arahnya "bida ko ani laaaaai~" but with that awestruck look on your face... kalau brani lagi give em a little pat on their heads or shoulders pastu kasi quiver sikit tani punya chins... bulehkah?

Kami yg version Ju-on

2008-07-01T22:50:00.001+08:00

OK!

Presence

2008-06-27T19:30:00.003+08:00

Just got home dri kubur few hours ago. And you know what, me and Adi felt Nini Mama's presence. It was like as soon as we start reading, i felt her standing there watching over us. And mcm my heart trus smile smile. Heheheheh.. Ntahhh, i don't know cana kn ckp but terasa wah bnr2 iya di sana. It's like you know you're in a dream and then you know there's something but you can't reach it but it's okay pasalnya feeling it is just enough to know that whatever it is exist. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

='D Happy bunny is i! Mwah.

Redondo chocolate! Good for eye sores!

2008-06-26T21:16:00.001+08:00

I feel like photo shooting myself. Hehehehehehehehehe.... I'm bored and I want to pee!

Sorry I'm not coming with you guys tomorrow afternoon =( ill prolly go next week by myself =D

Bojangle's on the high

2008-06-23T17:44:00.002+08:00

Hello homie!

I love my boyfriend. Saya sayang dia mas~ Aku cinta dia mas~ yang sedang sedang saja~~ HAHAH.. Nothing beats the feeling of waking up in his arms *drools*.. Bulih kah saya kawin?

I am sweating bullets now. And i am still half asleep. I just got back from his place and i am sleepy sleepy sleepy~~ I miss you btw. =(

Durang mali and qayum sampai ne ah today. Lets go out nanti and eat. Because we haven't done that for a very very long time. The trios need to go out like we did years ago?? Was that years ago. I think it was 2 years ago HAHAHAHAHA i suddenly teringat c qayum msa tni liat ceta DORM iya triak mcm bini2. HAHAHAHA and popcornnya pelanting2. HAHAHAHAHAHA!! That was funny! Really really funny!

I had this stupid nightmare last night and i woke up screaming. BNAR! HAHAHA! BUT IT WAS FUNNY because drg yayan tekajut. And they laughed at me. HAHAHA. I dreamed i was falling from a very high place and there was someone watching me as i fall but i refused to look at the person. But after some time, kmi liat wah urg yg liat kmi skali nya sapanah! OMG! She looked scareh!!! Pasal msa before kmi tdur, kmi sma yayan ceta2 pasal iya. Pasal kmi garam ati arah iya brabis. =/

Ketiak kmi basah because i was excited blogging about it. WTH. HAHAHAHA i go mandi pirst mum.. HAHAHAHAHA ada urg nyanyi rap dlm tv, kli ya nyanyi ongkalingkang ongkalingkalingkang, something catu. ntah eh. RAP! WAHAHAHAHAHAH and c Akin kiut ah!! Mau lagi tue iya becakap sma kmi udh. Wohohohoho..!

Unbound

2008-06-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

Somewhere life is good, and things go as they should
it's hard to find, but that’s alright yeah-ee-yeah!
Searching for the way, push harder everyday
It's deep inside, that shining light yeah-ee-yeah!
But I'm scarred, by barriers placed in my path
I'm scathed...

This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound!

Sometimes when we're young, and always on the run
It gets so dark and I know that place yeah-ee-yeah!
So don't be too concerned, you got a lot to learn
Well so do I and we've got plenty of time yeah-ee-yeah!
Don't fall off the track yet with so many races to go
Hold on

This ride that takes me through life
Leads me into darkness but emerges into light
No one can ever slow me down
I'll stay unbound!

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
Living in fear, end the shame for countless years
I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something... slipping away

Some live so wrong, with what we do is each his own
Living in fear, end the shame for countless years

I never lived in fear I knew I'd die another day
I never viewed my life as something... slipping away

There's nothing here to take for granted
with each breath that we take
the hands of time strip youth from our bodies,
and we fade,
memories remain,
as time goes on.

There's nothing here to take for granted
with each breath that we take
the hands of time strip youth from our bodies,
and we fade,
memories remain,
as time goes on.

Soundtrack of my life for this current phase of time. I guess those words that I've highlighted means a lot to me when I sing this song sourly in my car.

I stay unbound!!!

2008-06-17T17:05:00.002+08:00

Hhahaha.. Should have never announced you're home. Dang it. Hahah!

I smell fear

2008-06-17T16:24:00.002+08:00

Guess bitch knows I'm home, she's laying low.

Talk not same like intention is it? Looked like fearless when said better be careful or I go look for her now she gone quiet like fuck.

PENAKUT!

2008-06-14T22:34:00.002+08:00

How come we haven't seen each other yet? *giggles*

And HAHAHAHAHAHAH to the below picture that you posted. HA HA HA HA. Celi.

But anyways, i went out to the cousin's place tadi for a small BBQ gathering. It was so-so and i cried a bit pasal the grandmother reminds me of Nini Mama. KIUT LAGI TUE! MCM PUTITIT. HEHEHEH..

Baby ajar kmi shuffling. And i suck brabis big time. But im learning. Hhahaah.. It's so hot after lap dance. And lap dance lagi alum testing. HAHAHAHA..Why am i laughing so much? HAHAH. See? Stoned kali. HAHAHAHAHAH.. APA KAN!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAH

You know what, i think i have found the one for me. =)) !@#$%^&$#@!$%^%#$ iminlove. =D

Simpleton

2008-06-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

OK.

Ahahaha!!

I am feeling unhealthy! I have been feeling unhealthy ever since the shit work load was tossed on me by the spiteful lecturers and tutors in uni but right now I am feeling the real unhealthiness of my health haha say wot? I need to go for a massage! I want to just relax and pamper myself! I need to just lay down and not do anything. And for most of today that was what I did. I've been compensating all those lost hours of sleep and now I feel like a burst of energy has been inserted into me! Good on the exaggeration but the reality is, though, I still feel worn out. I need a massage! Massage! I hope it's still on with the Zen outing with my mom and pujah tomorrow... i need some TLC to my bodeh...

Zommmbbay zommbaayy zommbayyy ay ay ay

2008-06-13T16:33:00.006+08:00

You are definitely home homie! CEXAY JIROLE TIME BEBEH! *shuffles*

I miss the boyfriend. I went to see him yesterday =} It was hot hot hot. He was hot hot hot. RAWR! RAWR RAWR!!!!!!

Im bored lah. I need new songs to download. =( Hit me.

You know, i think intimidation's a part of jealousy. Kan? Don't you think? And trying too hard is downright stupid. STOOPID. I came across this blog, i think the chick's really trying too hard to show the world she's purrtty, it shows her flaws instead. Like MAJOR flaws. HEY HEY HEY. Scratch all that. I don't want to be mean. =}

I am craving for Excapade's Haru Kiri, Charcoal's Mac and Cheese and Swensen's Mac and Cheese. One of these days, we should really take Nini Mafia out to eat at one of them places. AND I saw this cute Prada hot red clutch at ITop. Was it Prada or Gucci. I can't remember. But it was hot hot hot hot. I can make love to it.

Mama ckp, " Peley " HAHAHAHAHAHAH.. Love bui.

I am back, homie!!!!

2008-06-12T18:31:00.009+08:00

Guess who's back?!?!?!?!?

Hello, Brunei Darussalam! Home sweet home ^_^

Feels good to be home. Always does.

Ok before that. Like, erm, ew... Hot? Hahahah the power of photoshop. Photoshop is the modern plastic surgeon. Who needs people like those doctors in Nip/Tuck anyway? You can just take pictures of the side of your face, blur it a little bit and yeah probably do some sketchy effects on it hahaha! Ok, lets not be mean here. Like I said, we're nice people, we don't condemn others. Let them condemn us and in return we'll just shed a tear at how silly they are. Dimwits.

Man it feels so nice to see Jirole yesterday. You sexay thang, you~ McDonald's tasted much better with him sitting beside me *awww* then I waited in the library of ITB while he did his test. I was bored but he left his PSP for me to play and now I am a certified Loco Roco addict!

And then I met Jirole's parents too!!!!!! I'm so glad to see them again =) they're both really healthy!

Ok story cut short, I had a good first day of being back in Brunei. The food, the place, the heat, the sunshine... all feel really familiar and all feel really nice. I don't want to go back to Melbourne, ever!!!! EVAR!!

And then when we reached my house it was pretty quiet. It was Isyak anyway so nobody would be out of their rooms (except sometimes me... all the time =p) my dad was the one who answered my salam and he went "EH??? SI NISHA NI!!!" =') and then he told my mom, who was at that time sleeping. My mom was shocked!! Like hell shocked! When I was in my room she was like "Astaghfirullahalazim" over and over again like she just had a heart attack or something. Abdel? Well, yeah clearly he wasn't shocked at all because he's been checking me online. He assumed I'll be back home yesterday because he didn't see me online the night before. I was online but I was there for only a while so yeah the smart alec in him figured out my plan. Boring~

Abdel and I picked up Pujah from tuition. I hid behind the seat with her birthday present and when she already got inside I shoved the present from between the front seats but I guess she had her memory on a lapse coz she couldn't figure out whether it was kutak tissue or something else. She read the "Happy Birthday" wrapper but still she tried shoving it back. I was like heck why isn't she surprised? When I couldn't hold it in any longer I burst laughing and surprise surprise!!! Punjabi cried hehe. Tears of mass destruction. Haha apanya~

I know, im leaving out lots of details coz I'm having a head ache. I just woke up like 2 hours ago and while sleeping I had the weirdest dream ever! Some kind of invasion thing hehehe...

Gonna go to my gramp's place later with them anjang lot so yeay!!!! Nini ku hansum!

btw, you're right abt sexy time ='}

you're not online!!!

HOT!

2008-06-11T17:27:00.000+08:00

(freedom to think what the above word means) x)

Hello. Why so angry lah dayang? Sapa ketaluran ane? =') HOHOHO..

Tired is i. The bery. I am still waiting for you to show up on my front door or the other way round, but as soon as i know you're home, im gonna make gay love to you. HAHAHAHAH!! INCEST! <33

Mali's coming home on the 23rd along with Qayyum. Everybody's coming home! Yayy! And i think he's getting me Sophie Kinsella's 'Remember Me'. Hoho. I've been waiting so long to read that book yo. And im waiting for my nudessss tooooo~~ Yayness~! Im one happy madehamper except that allowance kmi alum kuar =( and Vincci lawa2 ah heels nya. Nanti we go shoe-shopping ah and be fly!

Last night i watched 'Life Support', about HIV/AIDS patients and their will to live. Very touching. So kids! wear Condoms and ride safe. Hahahahah!

p/s: They say when your eyes twitched, it actually means you're gonna have sexy time soon. *WINK*

Bloody effing ell

2008-06-10T18:17:00.000+08:00

I don't want to blog but I'm bored mmkay? I have this urge to curse but lets not, I am a good person, always with good intentions bwahahahahahaha. Note that that is not an evil laugh. That is the laughter of contentment coming from a person who's damn right pisang panas!

I want to spend one night in Empire and just sleep! Sleep like there's no tomorrow! I need rest. I just realised how tensed my body's been just now when Ka Siti massaged me. I know I'm stressed and I have been since I came here but sometimes I let myself be stressed and strained by the heavy load of life! Dramatic much? Yes, of course because there aint nothing you can do about it! Gahd this is pretty depressing. I want to rest! I shall rest when I arrive in Brunei but thing is I don't want to waste any time. Time for family, time for cousins, time for my baby. Time for my baby~ oh yeah~ *winkwink*

Fuck sasak ku why is it that when people see women in hijabs they stare at them berabis but it's not like that when they clash with those amish people, those hare krishna lot? Narrow minded people.

And kenapa mata ku twitching saja?????

Ok aku kan bekantut.

Sorry, I shudnt even be blogging here yet until i come back but I'm bored. Bila ku balik nyamu? Apa ko peduli? Kenapa kan? So you can device a plan how to avoid me? Awwwww~ jgntah k? Nothing's gonna happen. I'm on too high a ground kn melayan talur mu ah. Boooo!

Virgin breaker

2008-06-10T14:13:00.000+08:00

Yay! Our first group blog. Gay partners for life! And yea, read between the lines betch! ( anger jua eh nda branti )

Hello. Im Bojangles, i googled for my name in European and it says, Lady Anthea Muriel Tetley. Sexy.

Saya tidak punya kuliah petang ini. Jadi saya pun pulang dan memalui. I wasn't even productive the whole day today, i didn't even pay attention during lecture. I have designing assignments and THANK GOD! you're coming home sooooonnnn, purrtyy purrtyy soon. Im trash at art and designing. HAHAHAHA!!

Where were you on MSN? Or is my msn being gay? And i popped this blog's cherry. Cherry theory bebeh!